; I miss you . I really do , alot .

POSTED ON: Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 3:59 AM | 0 comments

This guy over here really looks hot . With his laugh and when he wore that purple watch of his . My favourite colour though . 


LOOK AT HOW CUTE YOU ARE ^^ 
Hehehe ! :3 
Okay , that was Raihan before he cut his hair . Cute right ? Goodness shit , i'm melting (: HEHEEHEHE . I dont know , but alot of your friends said you seem happier and yes , I'm very happy to here that . But it sometimes makes me useless cause` it seems like I failed to make you happy . 
Anws , I really miss you a lot . I really don't know what to say right now . Well , speechless . HMMM , alot of my friends says that you're getting funnier and you're always joking around more and I like the new you alot . (: 
It seems like you've changed . You're getting more socialise I guess ? Hahahaha ! Every time you chat with me , it feels like you're the only thing I wanna talk to and no one else should disturb me . Because` i know , in the middle of the conversation , it may somehow make me smile , laugh , as well as , CRY . The crying sucks , i tell you . 
I dont know why you're doing this to me . Till` now , i don't even know what I've done wrong and what is it that made you break up with me ? I'm really confused . The thought of this is killing me . It's been on my mind since that day we went to our separate ways . Although we did , I didn't stop there . I didn't " DON'T CARE " about you . I did . I still did care for you . Just like when you were mine .
You're always reminding me of the past . Every time I wanna forget you , it did work . Well , for just awhile . Cause` you'll come back appearing in my life and chatting with me and stuff . I dont even know why you do that . Appearing in my life , again and again , even when you own someone . 
Well , I dont wanna say anything more . I'm really getting bored of crying everyday , thinking of you , thinking about OUR relationship . Well , i still think we're together . PFFFT . I have the worst feeling in the whole world . It sucks please to have this feeling . IT KILLS . Sometimes , i feel like ending this but i dont know how to and i keep asking myself why I did thought of waiting for moments those to happen again if I wanna give up . So , right now , i dont wanna give up . Even when i'm attached . Cause` even when im attached , my heart is always in yours . 


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