; I loveee youuu no matter whaaat :'D

POSTED ON: Friday, April 8, 2011 @ 1:37 AM | 0 comments


Minutes slowly go by as the precious thoughts of us being together once again remain in my mind . And it's still fresh dear . The comforting images of you takes hold of my soul and through my eyes I visualize the time I had with you before you had to let go of me for her ; taking a part of me with you . I realise I need you so much because I love you . There's no other person I'd rather be with , no other person I'd rather be loved by , no other person I'd rather love or miss than you ! 

Baby i miss you so much . Please come back to me )':
It was the last day we met when we took this picture . And you hugged me for so long . And i wonder why . Well , now i do know why . Cause` it was gonna be my last hug with you . 

That day , my mum didn't allow me to go out . I told you I could only go down . You told me you're gonna meet someone and I was so blur and I asked who . You said you wanted to meet me . You went all the way from your house to mine just to spend time with me . My brothers were there when we were slacking together . My small brother said that I was lucky to have someone like you because` you're willing to anything just for me . And i totally agree on that . Remember when you hugged me and you didn't let go ? We were both so silent . I almost cried cause` I didn't know how to describe how much I LOVE YOU . And in my heart , i kept saying , " I love you sayang . I will never let go of you . And i hope you have the same feeling . " 

But in the end , knowing you didn't want me anymore sucks to the fucking core . I cried and cried . And still , after 3 weeks of the breakup , I'm still sad . I still cry every night without fail before going to sleep . If just you had the chance to understand me , and accept me back in your life and love me just like you did before , it would be the happiest thing in my life (': 

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